You look like i need a drink

In the closest alley,
in the first doorway,
pushed up against her
and closed his eyes
he said, "this is probably
the worst decision that i've ever made."
she laughed and smiled
she said, "i'm sure you do this all the time...right?"
As the morning came
and the city woke
into the buildings
people all went to work,
as their rides out of town came
they parted ways she said,
"do you know when you're coming back again?"
Dig it deeper, deeper,
and farther still,
bury it up and over
and into the ground,
all these lies will grow
in ways that we never thought possible
If you quiet down,
it's so soft of a sound,
you can hear it all
coming back after you.
now you want to take it back,
you think you might have fuc*** up
Waking dreams of concrete,
deafening panic,
cracked skull,
there is yelling all around,
get up, get up
please start breathing
And the moment will come
when you finally realize
the results of decisions
and choices in your life,
you hear it all coming back after you.