You can't follow

In search for truth I'm leaving    
This town a place for competing       
Reflecting grey ideas 
Packed, yet miles between us   
 
But nature is green and glimmering
A dream so pure and shimmering
Mountains, fields and oceans
 
I must go I really have to see
I know generations went before me   
Search for something I picture as real                 
Away from disappointments I want to be free   
You can’t follow you can’t follow
 
I must go I really must go
I must escape my chains 
I will reach out to know
You can't follow
Don't fight it, face it, get by
Just wait in faith I am telling you 
You can't follow you can't follow
 
But nature is dark and windy                               
A dream so cold I'm freezing 
Only lonely noises                
 
I am scared I can not do it
Give up everything for the unknown and new
For roots and berries, for marvelous views
I stay disappointed I take it out on you
I am not going I am not going
 
I won't go I really won't go
Just blame my past I'm too clueless to know 
I'm just a shadow      
There are things that I'll never know
Just blame my past I'm too clueless to go 
I'm just a shadow, just a shadow                                
                        
There are things I must give up now
Cause I won't escape my chains I'll never know     
If there's a rainbow, a rainbow                                    
I won't go I really won't go
I won't escape my chains I'll never know
If there's a rainbow, a rainbow