You asked

One flick of the wrist I'll throw this cigarette aside and lie here still
and hold my breathe so you won't see
or ask where are we now, WE ARE EXACTLY NOWHERE!
And it's not about denial. Sharpening my words to make an impact.

I'm so close!
I'm waiting for someone to watch me fall asleep
so I can dream to night turn out the lights,
I'm pulling myself down, I can't stop feeling like happy endings are out of style now.

I'm struggling to bury deep inside secrets of my life
in choices I've been left with today I'm making up for lost times.
You asked where are we are we now, we are exactly nowhere
and it's not about denial. Sharpening my words to make an impact. I'm so close!
I'm waiting for someone to watch me fall asleep
so I can dream to night turn out the lights,
I'm pulling myself down, I can't stop feeling like happy endings are out of style now.

You asked where are we now!
WE ARE EXACTLY IN NOWHERE, NOWHERE! [x2].

I'm so close!
I'm waiting for someone to watch me fall asleep
so I can dream to night turn out the lights,
I'm pulling myself down, I can't stop felling like happy endings are out of style now.