X-ray eyes

To clear the conscience of who i am
i break the silence that keeps it all in
i've given you everything i wish you knew
i did it for me, i didn't do it for you
I looked her way with x-ray eyes
and she looked like she was not even there
Preserving the things that i have kept from you
didn't give them away when you had asked me to
you're pointing at me and how do i reply?
i smash your fingers and drag you away
cannot deny that i had planned this
I only gave 'til i was done
fallen on me this happy ending
i know i was awake and she was numb
But when she started to leave
finally started to leave
then she looked like she was not even there