Wrong reflection

Sometimes, it’s just a single word that is uncalled-for
Sometimes, it’s just a little sign that you dare ignore.

I can barely talk to you,
I can barely hold your gaze,
I can barely understand your thoughts!
I hate these moments when you’re a stranger to me,
When you’re so far, so far away from what I’m feeling now!

I can’t play the part that you cast me for, I’m sorry
I can’t face this version of me you reflect like a broken mirror

Always, a little risky when you bring me there
It always starts from nothing and it leads nowhere.

You keep pushing me away,
Am I supposed to suffer it?
Am I supposed to feel guilty about it?

What was unfair,
In my despair?
Why aren’t you listening to me?
What wasn’t told
Behind our lies?
Why do we have to fight?