Withered dove

One of these days I'm going to send your heart through a shredder.
That way I might have a chance to get a piece of it.
I've been trying way too hard and way too long
Why can't I just forget you?
Maybe now you'll see that all I ever wanted was you.

I wish you could feel my pain.
Then you would know what it feels like to have your heart ripped
out and torn in two.
One half that is constantly tortured
And the other always hurt.

Now because of you
I will never know emotional happiness
Even if I do recover from this
There will always be this gaping whole in my chest
From where you chain sawed my heart out

My life
Destroyed
In one last piercing stab
My life
No more
I'm just a withered dove