With aplomb

Fix my new memory with a cold naked stare
chew up the words but with flood beware
fondness can escalate beyond my repair
chance is the fiction will orchestrate despair
again, these hands blow dry but i can't handle it again
these words collide but i can't handle
hppiness is coated in a mindless kicking
lets fall apart, get up high and leave
again, these hands blow dry but i can't handle it again
these words collide but i can't handle
kill your bizarre mindset, fuckhead
soldered to a three-layered concrete brainwave castration
walking backwards home with you