Wishful thinking

I see you, but you don't see me
like a ghost of the future, hovering dark and dreamy
you fade in and out of the mist
do you even exist, except in my wishful thinking
I reach for you, but i can't touch you
i feel you just beyond a star
do you know how much you are all i ever wanted
is it too much too soon
am i foolishly dreaming
just baying at the moon
playing impossible visions like an elementary tune
how i wish that i could realize my heart
but it's only wishful thinking on my part