Why

How many times do i have to try
to tell you that im sorry
for the things i've done
but when i start to try to tell you
that's when you have to tell me
hey... this kind of troubles only just began
i tell myself to many times
why dont you ever learn
to keep your big mouth shout
that's why it hurts so bad to hear the words
that keep on falling from your mouth
falling from your mouth
this is how i feel
this is the dread
this is the fear
why can't you see this boat is sinking
let's go down to the water's edge
and we can cast away those doubts
some things are better left unsaid
this is the book i never read
these are the dreams i'll dream instead
this is the path i'll never tread
how many times