Why i am here

It's the reason for my pain
In a season to celebrate
I don't wanna be full of hate
For anybody, but it's too late
Everyone has been in my face
Telling me that i'm a disgrace
Showing me things that i must face
Telling me that they need their space

I cant' love you anymore
I'm scared of the sound of it

It's the reason why i'm down
I'm beaten been pushed around
Hit the ceiling without a sound
Everone i know considers me a clown

I can't love you anymore
I'm scared of the sound of it
I can't love you anymore
Woman, i just wanted more

I can't love you anymore
Scared of the sound of it
And woman, i just wanted more

It's the reason why i'm here