Why did you

Why did you nuts? Talk to me.
Why did you always hide your fear from me?
Why did you let me walk so far away from you?
Why did you try to find a faction with someone new?

I wanted to hold you, I wanted to be the one for you.
But I was too weak, too tired to fight without a smile from you.
So you went away, you left with all the questions in my head
I was waiting so long, I was drinking too much
And I slowly turned away from you.

Now I know, I never felt this way before,
This pain is tearing me apart.
I don't want to gave up, I don't want to let you go,
Please stay with me, let us touch eternity