Why am i the one

I've got enough on my mind
That when she pulls me by the hand
She hasn't much to hold onto

She's keeping count on her hands
One, two, three days that I've been sleeping on my side

I've finished kissing my death
So now I head back up the steps
Thinking about where I've been

I mean it's always never like this
I wanna feel with the seasons
I guess it makes sense because my life's become as vapid as
A night out in Los Angeles
And I just wanna stay in bed

I hold you like I used to
You know that I am home
So darling if you love me
Would you let me know?

Well - go on, go on, go on
If you were thinking that the worst is yet to come
Why am I the one
Always packing all my stuff

For once, for once, for once
I've got the feeling that I'm right where I belong
Why am I the one
Always packing all my stuff?

She got enough on her mind
But now she feels no sorrow (?)
I let my faith fill the air
So now she's rolling down the window
Never been one to hold on
But I need a last breath
So I ask if she remembers when
She used to come and visit me
We were fools to think that nothing would go wrong

Well - go on, go on, go on
If you were thinking that the worst is yet to come
Why am I the one
Always packing all my stuff

For once, for once, for once
I've got the feeling that I'm right where I belong
Why am I the one
Always packing all my stuff?

I think I kinda like it but I might have had too much
And I'll move back down

To this western town
When they find me out
Make no mistake about it
I'll move back down
To this western town
When they find me out
Make no mistake about it
(I'll move back)

Well - go on, go on, go on
If you were thinking that the worst is yet to come
Why am I the one
Always packing all my stuff

Well - go on, go on, go on
If you were thinking that the worst is yet to come
Why am I the one
Always packing all my stuff

For once, for once, for once
I've got the feeling that I'm right where I belong
Why am I the one
Always packing all my stuff?

I think I kinda like it but I might have had too much
And I'll move back down