When i'm not with you

I lie to you to get away
Hide from myself to cure the pain
I stamp my feet
I cry out loud I keep you back
I force you out

When I'm not with you
I don't know your name
When Im not with you
Im a blank slate

I dig up flowers outside your house
I take your car
I ride around
I wonder if I ever loved you at all

When Im not with you
I dont know your name
When Im not with you
Im a blank slate

When Im not with you

The sun is too bright for my eyes
I am too fragile for your touch
I am damaged baby, I cant let you in
I am damaged baby, I can?t let you in

When Im not with you
I dont know your name
When Im not with you
Im a blank slate