What's holding me

I don't know why I can't just leave
I guess the good times mean more to me
'I forgive you' are the words you want me to say
And mean them but right now
I can't even say I'll stay

What's holding me
Ain't what's been holding you
I don't wanna know his name
You can't explain
There's no reason or real excuse
The truth hurts more
Then all the lies I've held you through
Don't know what's holding me
Now that he's been holding you

I don't know where we go from here
To forget this I swear might take me years
Forever was a word I use to say and mean it
But now I say lets take it day by day What's holding me
Ain't what's been holding you
I don't wanna know his name
You can't explain
There's no reason or real excuse
The truth hurts more
Then all the lies I've held you through
Don't know what's holding me
Now that he's been holding you

Well if love has died
Then why can't I
Just say goodbye

The truth hurts more
Then all the lies I've held you through
Don't know what's holding me
Now that he's been holding you