What the moon brings

Now you don't see me
i have closed my eyes
but now i am lost
you closed your eyes
Despair dancing in my heart
as i ran to escape my tears
I, i am alone, there is no god where i am
Rise, the memories
now, i'm far away
feel, it's all so useless
i, i blame life for all this
I'm jealous, coming to grief
sometimes i'm not afraid
sometimes i wish you my pain
and sometimes i hate
And if i was a cat
i would stare all the time
with depth in my eyes
right into your stars

Time flashes in your eyes
something bigger than life