What i should have learned in study hall

Well I waited till you packed your bags
I took a picture and hoped it would last with you
All the way through the times you and I couldn't have
Now I know that it shouldn't be this hard
But you've moved yourself so damn far
And I won't suffice when there's two-thousand miles to drive
I'm thinking it over
Thinking about all the days and nights
We would spend laughing are you happy
In Colorado with the mountains
Did you like them did you find what you're looking for
Cause I'm still searching for the life we were living before
You seem so young and so full of life
While I'm getting older with each hopeless night
You're still always on my mind
Are we through this time
Well angels should ask you what you're doing with me
I'm an apple who slipped too far from the tree
But I'm learning to rot away silently
While you grow into something more promising
And now we've got these God damn words that me nothing
When I can't see your face or have your body for touching
And everything I eat taste like you
What are you trying to prove
In Colorado with the mountains
Did you like them did you find what you're looking for
Cause I'm still searching for the life we were living before
And if I dropped everything and booked a flight
From Logan to Denver then my plan would crash that night
Cause the odds are against us so all bets are off
Just know you meant more than I ever could want
I'm giving up
Please give me one more time
If just for one more night
Then I'll be happy to walk away
You could put on that dress you know I love
Taking your time zipping it up
You always knew what I liked
The could base movie on our lust
But somehow they wouldn't suffice
So just take your time
You got moves and you use them
And I got pictures to prove them
And every night I lie awake
I think of everything I wish I said
I'm sure you're BURNING every note I ever sent
But I'll find you in Colorado...