What i see i despise

It’s been feeding on every dark thought in me
Spreading rumors in my mind
Building anger in my heart
Burning hatred in my eyes
Now I see through all the lies

What I see I despise
What I see I recognize

I twist their every word
To find a crack
To see the truth
To find the places I’ve been used
To find a piece of me in you
To find something I can abuse

Now I see
You need me to put your weakness on
I spit on the hand you offer
Spit on the fuc*** words your speak
You will never find me trusting
You will never me weak

What I see I despise
What I see I recognize It’s all sickening to me
All these good intentions

I remember all the times you let me down
When I found myself alone
All the times you weren’t around
Left me time to think
Who you are
What you give
What I need

What I see I despise
What I see I recognize

I don’t need no one but me!

I twist their every word
To find a crack
To see the truth
To find the places I’ve been used
To find a piece of me in you
To find something I can abuse