We fell apart

Listen.
I don't know how much I mean to you.
But I can tell you that all I want to be to you is a memory
Things change
And unlike the seasons I wont be coming back
I'm sorry I had to leave you like this
I've also had my share of lonely nights under an empty gray sky
That bleeds sorrow over everything it covers
I know what we used to be
I know I'm the one who stomped on the flower
And now I always find myself brushing the dust off the bottom of my shoe
That resembles everything we had that grew old
So that I can get a better grip on this after taste
The tears I lost
The regret I faced
It was worth it
I let go of every lie
And I'm leaving each one under your pillow tonight
To remind you of how things were before they feel apart