Wake up in hell

I can't go on
Each second lasts forever
I stand motionless in sorrow
This must be the end
Drown in waters black beneath me
I see nothing here but failure
Though I still pretend

What am I supposed to do?
Carry on or lose my will?

I've seen what hell is like
And you have put me here
This pain inside never ends for me
I cry myself to sleep
And when I wake I think
What am I living for?

Just when things are looking brighter
I get set back even further
Back and forth, just try again
Shame, the feeling that surrounds me
When I'm losing all control of
Who I am and what I know What am I supposed to do?
Carry on or lose my will?

I've seen what hell is like
And you have put me here
This pain inside never ends for me
I cry myself to sleep
And when I wake I think
What am I living for?

What am I supposed to do?
Carry on or lose my will?

I've seen what hell is like
And you have put me here
This pain inside never ends for me
I cry myself to sleep
And when I wake I think
What am I living for?