Vapors

I live under a sky of angels
bulletproof vest of all my dangers
i've been deceived by all the flowers-planted around me
sweet smell replaced by all the vapors
everyday you think i live a lie
you think i want to die
but can't you see i'm what i want to be
i've been misunderstood about my being around
i can't seem to stop letting people down
or that's what they say
i still don't care about them or what they're thinking
it's not fair for anyone to believe them or me or the papers
now i know what my destiny is
it's the ultimate rift in the little will i have
i'm not gonna last till the end
i'm still my only friend
now i know what to do