Used to be luck

Mine is a sunshine kind of a valentine
but sometimes i still don't feel even worth a dime
but it used to be different
before i'd been where i'd been
you've got a heart so you know how it feels
when you can't move at the top of a ferris wheel
but i used to keep trying
but it always felt like dying
Sad, sad, everything has gone bad
in the dreams i've had
they all laughed at what i have
oh no, tell me that it ain't true
when i wake i'm still me and i wish i could once be you
i used to be lucky
till i spent some time with me
If losing is amusing
man get a load of me
you see me falling in love with the guillotine
it used to be funny
to think you would think of me
I wish i could just take all my things and leave
but i'm falling down in the wheels of this machine
but it used to be something
to be nowhere with nothing