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I guess it's all right
that we never know
just what it all means
and if there are ways
of making a change
please show them to me
So if i could stop time
then i would stay 21
cause everyday since that time
i wished i was young
I'm so paranoid
of failing in life
i can't even think
and i'm so tired of worrying
that i can't even sleep
I'm so lost in my mind
that i can't touch the ground
and i've drank so much cheap wine
that i feel i might drown
Life's been so low
that i got so high
i can't even stand
i'm down on my knees
i'm begging you please
lend me a hand