Until i fall away

I want to tell if i am or am not myself
it's hard to know
how far or if at all could go
i've waited far too long
for something i forgot was wrong
i don't know all the answers
i think that i'll find
or have it within the time
but it's all that i'll have in mind
until i fall away
i won't keep you waiting long
until i fall away
i don't know what to do anymore
until i fall away
my fear pretend that i'll never be in love again
it's real to me but not like these fools
and not like this scene
i won't find or have it within the time
if it's all rusted and fade
in the spot where we fell
where i thought i'd left behind
it's loose now but we could try
until i fall away
i won't keep you waiting long
until i fall away
i don't know what to do anymore
until i fall away...
when there's no good answers
and no new questions
another personal disaster
there's nowhere to go but down...