Unenlightened

It's me, something that doesn't exist anymore
just the shadow of what i was - a human being
i remember the life i lived, now so far away
memories are preserving my human part
I want a crystal heart
to not feel this cries
The beast is a part of me, i need it
that's why i'll always have to fight it
inviting power and desire
it wants to take away the light of my soul
It's me, forced to eat those i once belonged to
at every drop i fall down, more and more
a long night that will never end
the only dawn i see comes from my mind