Understand

You told me it wasn't real,
you said i shouldn't say what i feel,
well i have something to tell you,
i'm tired of all the same stupid times,
i'm tired of living one big lie,
I'm telling you how i feel,
i'm hoping you will understand,
i don't like being prostantive,
i just want to feel like i'm supposed to.
I hope you understand me,
i don't want you to feel like i do,
i'm hurt and suffering,
and i owe it all to you.
My dreams will never become reality,
my heart will never be true to me,
i live in a protective shell,
of dreams that revolve around hell.
I'm finally opening up,
i'm bursting out of my shell,
i don't like being prostantive,
i just want to feel like i do.
I hope you understand me,
i don't want you to feel the way i do,
i'm hurt and suffering,
and i owe it all to you.
My life is something not real,
i'm living one big lie,
and can't realize,
why.
I hope you understand me,
i'm hurt and suffering,
and i owe it all to you.