Under that cloud

Transparent blue raincoats and the falls crashing down
I could see through you when you showed me your hometown
Kept throwing myself up against your wall
I was still learning how to be broken and small

And I used to watch all the dark clouds form
I used to be drawn to that storm

Now I, I am never going back
I, I am never going back, never going back under, never going back,
can’t do that
Never going back under that cloud

Tried to pull you away from that blue TV light
And show you that there’s still stars in the sky
I was searching through pages of the wrong book
Everything is right outside I just had to look

And I used to watch all the dark clouds form
I used to be drawn to that storm

Now I, I am never going back
I, I am never going back, never going back under, never going back,
can’t do that
Never going back under that cloud

Don’t hide your arms, don’t hide your scars, don’t imagine they can give
your windows bars
Don’t back down, don’t apologize, you are perfectly imperfect
in my eyes

And I used to watch all the dark clouds form
I used to be drawn to that storm

Now I, I am never going back
I, I am never going back, never going back under, never going
back, can’t do that
Never going back under that cloud