Ugly

All the world loves things of beauty and intrigue, these two things i've never had one
born in this old skin, i'm too sick i can't win, i've lived with this damage too long
my eyes can't behold it, i cannot control this, this feeling that's left in my heart
i've never done no wrong, i don't deserve these bones, please burn up this sin when i'm gone
and i said that this is ugly to me
the world is ugly to me
you are ugly to me
and i am ugly to me
i haven't become all i want to be
i haven't become anything i need to be
i haven't become all i want to be
suffocate with me
i haven't become anything
suffer
why can't you look, why can't you look at me, see what i see
why can't you feel, why can't you feel like, me feel what i feel
why can't you hurt, why can't you hurt like me, taste the pain i feel
why must i die, why must i die for you
it's the ugly truth, well it's ugly
it's making me painless