Tried so hard

(It starts with)
One thing / I don´t know why
It doesn´t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It´s so unreal
Didn´t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on / but didn´t even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried
so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn´t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn´t even matter
One thing / I don´t know why
It doesn´t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I´m surprised it got so (far)
Things aren´t the way they were before
You wouldn´t even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn´t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn´t even matter
I´ve put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There´s only one thing you should know
I´ve put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There´s only one thing you should know
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn´t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn´t even matter