Trapped underneath the stairs

I'm shrouded and sedated
Patiently awaiting for my mind to really come down
I'm afraid of being hated
Cause I'm so jaded
Not like everybody somehow

Trapped underneath the stairs
Dealing with the fears
Constantly it's silent and loud

I am who I am
There's nothing I can do
I try to hide it
And it keeps breaking through
I feel the world so different
Than any one of you
Remember who you are
There's nothing you can do

I'm constantly debating
Why I'm always playing
Walking around with my head down
I don't want to be like anyone
What the f*** have I have done
To deserve this terror somehow Trapped underneath the stairs
Dealing with the fears
Constantly it's silent and loud

I am who I am
There's nothing you can do
I try to hide it
And it keeps breaking through
I feel this world so different
Than any one of you
Remember who you are
There's nothing I can do

I'm not like god
Can't hide what I am
Like it or not
I push it down, comes back again
The medicine stopped working long ago
I have a problem inside has nowhere to go

Inside has nowhere to go
Inside has nowhere to go

Inside has nowhere to go
Nowhere to fuc*** go

I am who I am
There's nothing you can do
I try to hide it
And it keeps breaking through
I feel this world so different
Than any one of you
Remember who you are
There's nothing I can do

You're always stuck with you
Nothing you can do
You're always stuck with you