Trapped inside the cage of my soul

Inside me.
empty, is how you left.
confused, scared, alone.
i am confused.
i am scared.
i am alone.
i am without you.
you are heartless, without compassion.
i will watch you die
i will not cry.
haze clouds these translucent eyes.
sweat creeps down callused hands.
the lies outside, i cannot feel.
the pain inside burns.
and as tears slip, she does it again.
as tears slip she does it again.
scarred, bruised and broken.
to the ground in tears i fall.
sadness locked inside me.
time ticks by, and soon i realize life won't end, it can't end.
not like this, not without sorrow and not with fear!
i know you are scared, cause i am too.
and as tears slip she does it again.
haze clouds these translucent eyes.
sweat creeps down callused hands.
the lies outside, i cannot feel.
the pain inside burns.
i know you cared.
why did you leave?
from my knees i now stand.
begging for freedom from my cage.
now praising life for what i was given.
from my knees i now stand.
bleeding for you from my heart.
now hating life for what was taken from me, by you