Torn inside

I can't speak, i'm lost for words, i can't hear, the silence burns a whole inside of me, that i can't fill for the life of me. i can't see, i'm blinded by the things you say to me are lies. i can't feel, feel you near, and that's because you were never here. what am i supposed to do? how am i supposed to feel? i put my trust in you, but life can change. you lied to me, you let me down, you turned this smile into a frown and now you're the only reason why, i find it hard to sleep at night. i'm feeling sad, feeling blue, i think of the past times spent with you and now there's nothing left to say, so i just turn my head away.