To find you

You took me by surprise
you slipped out of my life
i thought i had a grasp but then my fingers slipped away
never was a weak man
but now it seems i am
i'm too shellshocked to live outside the war
never was your fault
this world ripped us in two
it's left me searching endlessly to find you
i miss you, love
we're losing everything
that was left in the wake of all the things we could have been
you're breaking up
and i can barely hear
i can barely feel the touch once so familiar
i fear i've said goodbye
but really how could i
when yours is not the kind of love to ever let me go?
it seems all i can do
is hand my heart to you
and maybe it will someday find its way and beat again