Three miles down

Oh great
Here I go again
I'm stuck in this rut
And I'm not sure how to begin
Should I tell you everything?
I'm feeling out of luck so I won't see you soon
Because I know it's too soon for you to see me
If this is the last thing you do
Just tell me that it's okay
For me to have these feelings for you
And that it's normal to want to call you
Oh I'm dialing the phone
Letting it ring for hours
Pretending to hear your voice-
Why does my heart always beat before yours does?
After a while you can make yourself believe in almost anything
So I'm making myself believe in you