This is my life

All you demanded
Was your right to twinkle
That's how you spent your life
Creeping snakes
Whispering "honey, I love you"
May you rest in peace

Now I see
How quickly time's passing
It's rushing over me
We're fragile like roses
Ignore the eternity
The more I see
The more I learn
It's getting clearer and clearer to me

That this is my life
And I feel allowed
To waste and to burn it out
Crashing down
Hang my fears
This night's too good to last
There's no one who can save me

Cast all your tears
On to me in the morning
When I'm bare and numb
I'm so disconnected
Completely stranger
Has life tricked me?

Now I need
Need to keep on running
To get to somewhere else
Could I ever believe in
This living restlessly?
The more I've searched
The less I've found
It's getting clearer and clearer to me

That this is my life
And I feel allowed
To waste and to burn it out
Crashing down
Hang my fears
This night's too good to last
There's no one who can save me
And this is my life
And I feel allowed
To ruin and to wreck it
Falling down
Hang my fears
This night's too dark to last
There's no one who can save me

I wish I could fly away one day ....