The word made flesh

Intensify the pain as I speak these words
So personal to me do I make things ten times worse?
Throwing all sense of caution to the wind
The next tragedy will begin where this one ends
With everything thats happening I allow
If I held this all inside I'd be dead by now
Reality dawns & ends the world of make believe
Suffering silently is done I know my day will come
I die every time I say these words that kill something in you
The word made flesh the word is flesh
With everything thats happening I allow
I let this out & it all affects you somehow
Reality dawns & ends the world of make believe
I've only said what I felt to play the hand that I was dealt
So I'm unsteady but my cards are right here on the table
Suffering silently is done I know my day will come
Breaking my bones this friction its burning like a sick addiction
I refuse to place the blame but who ever you are go back from
where you came