The summer in between

it was only a year ago or so it seems a year ago
when looking back to thoughts turned to popcorn games temptations turning heads
a year ago when it wasn't quite ridiculous to lie
it might have even been the truth i'm never sure about these things
either way just a few miles back from a good sleep
i can't believe i couldn't see in that light why do i still insidt
on falling back on my own hindsight? but i miss it i still miss the
truth how could i turn my back on my own slef since the last time
i said goodbye to what i knew it could give?
i still can't believe i haven't looked beyond it
when will i ever see myself again