The suffering

My grief is deep, my days are dim
give me a knock on my door
say that you will be mine
and stay with me forever
as nothing can refresh my soul
i would have been happy to know
cause i felt so safe when i looked into your eyes
i was mistaken but now i'm sure
i love you still
but silently inside
i know my feelings won't change your mind
so what am i gonna do
i gave away everything to you
i suffer from painful blows
will it last forever
it's allright, i won't cry
tears won't help me find the reason
why you suddenly disappeared out of my sight
i was mistaken, but now i'm sure
i love you still
but silently inside
i know my feelings won't change your mind