The stalker and the songwriter

Thanks to you the asphalt broke my fall
She pushed me over
And disregarding bloody knees cause after fall
It's when you're sober then
The pain kicks in cause the pills they wore off
And there's no medication I find strong enough
To replace my spine and destroy my mind
This time
I heard you were sleeping alone
In a bed made for two
I'm spending this night without you
And you heard I was drinking alone
Into you a violent wake up call
She pushed me over
And it's regarding the disease that's in us all
It's when you're sober
Survive this night with a constant
You keep dreaming, are you dreaming?
Would you follow pride and kill him off tonight?