The outsider

Help me if you can
it's just that this is not the way i'm wired
so could you please, help me understand why
you've given in to all these reckless dark desires
You're lying to yourself again
suicidal imbecile
think about it, put it on the faultline
what'll it take to get it through to you precious
i'm over this, why do you wanna throw it away like this
such a mess, why would i wanna watch you
Disconnect and self destruct one bullet at a time
what's your rush now, everyone will have his day to die
Medicated, drama queen, picture perfect, numb belligerance
narcisistic, drama queen, craving fame and all this decadence
Lying through your teeth again
suicidal imbecile
think about it, put it on the fautline
what'll it take to get it through to you precious
i'm over this, why do you wanna throw it away like this
such a mess, why would i wanna watch you
Disconnect and self destruct one bullet at a time
what's your rush now, everyone will have his day to die
They were right about you
they were right about you
Lying to my face again
suicidal imbecile
think about it, put it on the fautline
what'll it take to get it through to you precious
i'm over this , why do you wanna throw it away like this
such a mess, over this, over this
Disconnect and self destruct, one bullet at a time
what's your hurry, everyone will have his day to die
if you choose to pull the trigger, should your drama prove sincere
do it somewhere far away from here