The leaving song

Sit here all in all
Waiting on the phone
Push my body to the floor
Still you never call
She's still with me
Kiss still kills me
Can't feel guilty
It's just a memory

All the things you put me through
All the hopeless nights I tried to make it right for you
Show me how it is to lose
And who the hell are you to drag me down with you

Flowers that I bought are now dead and gone
Love that was before is gone evermore
All my hurting, all my yearning, all that burning
Can't you see that it is me
My beautiful…

All the things you put me through
All the hopeless nights I tried to make it right for you
Show me how it is to lose
And who the hell are you to drag me down with you

Every time I looked in your eyes
Crucified again
Every time you sold me your lies
I was justified in the end
Just like some face lost on a runaway train
Pass me by and wave goodbye

All the things you put me through
All the hopeless nights I tried to make it right for you
Show me how it is to lose
And who the hell are you to drag me down with you