The last song i will ever waste on you

it was a note, that fueled lost fires,
gave passion one chance, just one
more time all these escapades, like
hallway parades, caught me in
aftermath, and the one thing, you
thought would, always be there is the
last thing, i'll ever, let myself bare

well this can't be, your reason for
leaving me out like this, and no you
won't get it, all your redemption, cause
i am stopping, all my caring, and this
won't be, your reason for leaving me, no

carmel streaks and dressing to the
nines, overshadowed lessons learnt from
the past, let you cry away, practice
and say, lies to convince me, and if
your tears, smudge all your makeup off
then i hope it, stains you, reminds
you of doubt, doubt, doubt, doubt well this can't be, your reason for
leaving me out like this, and no you
won't get it, all your redemption, cause
i am stopping, all my caring, and this
won't be, your reason for leaving me
out like this, no