The last relapse

I have seen what it means
To detest and to care
And to outlive the dream of you and me
This has been a disease overtaking a new
Sense of being
Pain staring from your eyes
Have we made a promise?
Strained too far this lie
The trust has been broken again
And this path will never lead
Past the nightmare straight
Towards my grace.
Not another fuc*** forfeit....Forget.
Rising hate left to fear
I won't be buried in here...No
Buried in here
Now crawl into the shadows
Your power betrayed lied and wept
A self destructive ocean.
Displaced this torment
And it's dyin' for destruction
It will devour our pain; just let it
Release this agony.
We can't control it
Somethings were......Meant to be.
Some things were meant to be just....
Torturous Pain