The last of your letters

As I hold the last of your letters
I clench my fist (I'm trembling so much)
And tear us apart (ripping your lies)
Throw away us
Throw away you
I'm not sure if this is right

I should have done this a long time ago (I was screwed since the moment I met you)
I'll never forget you (how can you forget the face of the devil)
I can feel the scars on my heart
From your hit and runs (hurting me was always your favorite game)

The blood that is full of you (lost it's color)
Runs through my heart (it's clogging my veins)
And through my lungs (turned black like my heart)
It stains my eyes (your face tortures me)
Shatters my brain (yet the memory of you will remain)
Chokes my words (but I still can't stop whispering your name)

With one last dying heart beat
And one last scream (o god, my pain)
It will all be over (soon enough)
I'll move onto better things (anything is better than you)
I'm past you now
So the worst is over (you never did me any good)
(I know this is right)