The fear that gave me wings

My eyes are shut for now it seems the only way that I can cope.
A glittering example of what weve become.
So grab yourself by the wrist and think about this twice
One mistake could be the last action that you make.
Now Im on m knees, I can feel my spirit leaving me.

I chose to promise myself that Id never let you down.
To capture this moment would be the best idea yet.

Cowering in the dark. This room is now my friend.
Ill stay here and wait it out until the pressure ends.
I cant wait!!! Everything around me is a test to see I can last.
I dont know if I can. Wheres my strength at?
I made a promise to myself that Id always be around.
I should capture this moment, before I let you down.

Im sure that Ill be heard,
Ive got too much to lose to fly away and leave all of this behind.
So capture this moment, before I forget why Im here.

Im killing the only person in life I thought I knew.
The only person left to blame for this is you!
Ive got things to say that I know you want to hear.
I can see through you perfectly clear.

Dont go too far. I chose to stay here. Remind me where we are.