The difference

Within these empty walls
I've been talking to myself again
You don't hear a word
But, bother to explain it when
You say that I should try
But I feel I'm half alive
The rest of me is somewhere else

I wish the world would just spin faster
You told my happy ever after
You're looking at me
You're waiting to see
The difference, the difference in me
You keep telling me to grow up
Why should I it's never good enough
How can I be when you never see
The difference, the difference in me

I don't wanna fight
Don't care whose right or wrong anymore
I'm sick of all this pain
Can it be the way it was before?
When I always made you smile
Seems it's been awhile
But now you're always out of reach

I wish the world would just spin faster
You told my happy ever after
You're looking at me
You're waiting to see
The difference, the difference in me
You keep telling me to grow up
Why should I it's never good enough
How can I be when you never see
The difference, the difference in me

The difference, the difference in me
You say that I should try
But I feel that I'm half alive
The rest of me is somewhere else

I wish the world would just spin faster
You told my happy ever after
You're looking at me
You're waiting to see
The difference, the difference in me
You keep telling me to grow up
Why should I it's never good enough
How could I be when you never see
The difference, the difference in me

Changed my hair
And I threw out my clothes
You say you see
But you don't even know
See the difference, the difference in me

I'm not the same as I was before
I'm not afraid to walk right out that door
See the difference, the difference in me