The big breakdown-day 3 (the escape)

Last day in this hell I lay here in mourning
I guess a death bed's not so bad when it's the only bed you've had
Well I've grown tired of choking sick while you whore around the city
I'm heading back to the city, whoreless and happy

Violent hands, swarm again
Just take me home, well I've been trying to reach you alive
Why did I run so far?
Away I drive myself,
Away crazy I drive myself

Home (home!), well I've been trying to reach you alive (why!)
Why did I run so far?
Away I drive myself,
Away crazy I drive myself.

When we first arrived, I would have burned this hotel to the ground
First up the coffin and mattress until it all burns to ashes
Yeah but now that we've left and were heading back to the city
I'm heading back to the city, whoreless and happy. Violent hands, swarm again
Just take me home, well I've been trying to reach you alive
Why did I run so far?
Away I drive myself,
Away crazy I drive myself

Home (home!), well I've been trying to reach you alive (why!)
Why did I run so far?
Away I drive myself,
Away crazy I drive myself.

[Talking]

Home, I've been trying to reach you alive, alive

Home, well I've been trying to reach you alive
Why did I run so far?
Away I drive myself,
Away crazy I drive myself

Home (home!), I've been trying to reach you alive
(Why!) why did I run?
Away I drive myself,
Away crazy I drive myself.

I whisper out your name