The beloved

Another day unfolds
never felt so cold, i never knew i was turning away
thought i can't explain, i only love you now that you missed
as i stand in the rain, leave me to go through this
I don't think i could face another sleepless night
if i could only trace that elusive light
in a dreamland flight to your agonising eyes
a never ending flight, my silent cries
Still i close my eyes and my mind becomes clear
still i dream, and there you are...
how still you lie and how your eyes bring back the fear
still i can't face what's going on here
Everything that i've ever felt has gone
at last my spirit breathes
i see no point in going on
so goodbye... it's time for me to leave