The abandoning

Listen while you read!
Wake up sleepy wide awake!
I am the walking dead
I am deaths best friend
I create disaster
I'm the master killing me
There's no innocence, only pain, I'm empty

Master master save me, master master kill me
Don't give up on me now, cause that's what I've already done
My body's breaking down
I feel my mind getting numb

Why do I hurt myself, why can't I escape this hell
I am always blaming, always chasing broken dreams
I keep screaming out, but no one ever hears me

Master master save me, master master kill me
Don't give up on me now, cause that's what I've already done
My body's breaking down
I feel my mind getting numb
Bleeding from my disconnection, lost inside myself
Forsaken by my own reflection, abandoning myself I'm wide awake on myself I'm wide awake
Give up, give up [2x]

Save me!

Master master save me, master master kill me
Don't give up on me now, cause that's what I've already done
My body's breaking down
I feel my mind getting numb
Bleeding from my disconnection, lost inside myself
Forsaken by my own reflection, abandoning myself

No!

I'm wide awake on myself I'm wide awake
Give up, give up [2x]