Tell on you (letter to my rapist)

It seemed like days had passed...
are you finished?
i could no longer
move my arms
The only thing left in the room
was the silence
can you still hear the breaking glass
when it hit my face?
Even the mice were laughing
at the smell of pain,
here we go again
to the depths of no return
Please remember
i know who you are
someday, i'll have
the strength to tell
As the man looked over me
with his inquiries,
i swore you never did it
i licked the sweat from my palms
Alone am i with your face
burned in my mind
you are the one (the fucker)
who deserves to die
it should have never been me
Please remember
i know who you are
someday, i'll have
the strength to tell
I pray for you
as a little boy
what must have happened
to make you so cruel?
(and i pray that you rot in hell)
Please remember
i know who you are
someday, i'll have
the strength to tell
on you...