Take me as i am

Its 5:46 in the morning; tossin and turnin; chest burnin;
sermons in my head keep reoccurring;
havin visions in my head of a kid cryin at the feet of
the father
for all the wrong things that he did; now im sweatin
in my sheets,
cant sleep; my mind keeps
tellin me im 6 feet deep; dont remind me;
even though im still alive i cant tell;
the way im livin my life i feel im goin to hell;
god, they tellin me i should except you;
that you had to leave the world cause the world left you;
reason i cant change; like a mystery to me;
so i make-believe there really is a heaven for a g;
even though they say you loved the world so much you
shed your blood; god, i feel im too messed up for love;
they tell me come as i am;
but i smell like smoke; my whole life is full of sin
cause its all i know;
the bible told me you died for my sins;
if i believe in Christ to save me from the end;
but im scared to ask you to save me; my heart so weable;
ive got thoughts just full of hatred; hurt from people;
i thought that first i had to clean up my light;
now im here and i just gotta clean to the light; im ready
to do it but,
i pray you understand; my life is a mess, will you take
me as i am Will you take me as i am; i know the way im livin is wrong,
but i cant change on my own tryin to make it alone; i wonder,
how could u love me with my life so ugly;
when you came down and died for me.
Will you take me as i am; i know the way im livin is wrong,
but i cant change on my own tryin to make it alone; i wonder,
how could u love me with my life so ugly;
when you came down and died for me. im still tryin to be the man my daddy ever taught me to be;
im grown up now, life aint what i thought it would be;
i made many mistakes in my past i cant fix now im starin
at this crucifix, tainted on my wrist; is it true what
they tellin me am i just crazy;
did you bleed on the cross for my sins to save me;
but why would you die for me; my whole life ive been workin
for Satan while he fed lies to me; and now im hearin
too much;
tryin to get in true touch; about a love that can change me;
im all screwed up; figured hell is what i deserve;
but ur word says we all fall shook; so i guess we all owe
a bird;
teach me i want to learn;
how you can save a wretch like me before death sends its
last turn;
i think i finally understand; no matter my past you'll
still take me as i am.

Will you take me as i am; i know the way im livin is wrong,
but i cant change on my own tryin to make it alone; i wonder,
how could u love me with my life so ugly;
when you came down and died for me.
Will you take me as i am; i know the way im livin is wrong,
but i cant change on my own tryin to make it alone; i wonder,
how could u love me with my life so ugly;
when you came down and died for me.
Will you take me as i am.

i had a few last words to give; ive been tellin people
the reason to live, the reason to die; united with the
king of the sky;
this life is passin us by, ive got no reason to lie;
you'll never give the world enough; they'll hunger for more;
there fixin there ways of nothin to settle the score;
more security than the man who left you;
or more love than the mommas who kept you; he'll always
except you; be everything your supposed to;
let christ rule your heart mind body and soul because
he chose you;
and if the world dont know you; it dont matter,
your god's child and he'll never disown you;
your purpose on earth is far from worthless;
thats why you glorify like your lifes been purchased;
and it dont matter if the world dont see us;
we still mean the world to jesus.

Will you take me as i am; i know the way im livin is wrong,
but i cant change on my own tryin to make it alone; i wonder,
how could u love me with my life so ugly;
when you came down and died for me.
Will you take me as i am; i know the way im livin is wrong,
but i cant change on my own tryin to make it alone; i wonder,
how could u love me with my life so ugly;
when you came down and died for me.
Will you take me as i am